ke-30

first of all i want to thank you all of you guys that read my blog, the fact that you've taken a little bit of your time to read random babbling of a an insecure guy has been the best highlight of my life in the past 2 months, especially for my friends with unlimited resources of inspiration, for my family especially my sister for giving me a Display Picture that will be on my BBM profile for quite some time..ok all of this feel like an empty speech, i have to say its been a rollercoaster of emotion for the past year even until today, in every aspect of my life form career, family, love, friends, etc..and with all of the things that happen around and within me i can say that i have a great year..not great meaning good or bad..just great..in term of the amount of blessing and also the problem all come in grand proportion...but thats life as cliche it may is..with all the ups and down.. i am not say i've grown to be better..i think i leave the judgement to my surrounding..but the truth is i am still searching and collecting my happiness..and as far of my concern nothing change much..the way i feel..or the basic principle that i lived by..maybe you wont find anything interesting in my 30th post and maybe it will quite some time to write again..right now i am just overwhelm with emotion..to say thank you, to say i love you..really not in the best state of mind

K